“If you come with me, The Good Doctor Sullivan will see you.
He has promised to take me to see elephants, and then he will put their eyes
into his pocket. You must not follow. He will put your eyes in his jacket pocket
too.”
--The Siren Lucinda by T. Fox Dunham.
Published by Scarlet Literary Magazine
The Good Doctor skulked his way into my narrative. I was
oblivious to him at the time. He manifested as a happy accident, the way the
creative soul throws in a new element, a frisson of inspiration like spotting
the glimmer of a star on the night—or the death throes of a star sucked into a
singularity vortex. Writers can’t plan for these moments. When it happens, run
with it. It quakes worlds.
Doctors
have been the great saviors and nemeses of my life. They’ve brought healing and
suffering—burning, piercing, violating, cutting, injecting, mutilating my body.
They were always kind. The Good Doctor Sullivan is kind. When my young life
turned into a war with cancer, his birth was inevitable. From this, I draw much
of my work. Its fire always finds fuel, and I channel much of the energy into
my horror and dark fiction. The Good Doctor Sullivan is the vessel of this
anguish, this desperation.
He first
manifested in my short story, The Siren Lucinda, published by Scarlet
Literary Magazine for their Siren issue. I thank you, Editor Janice Roberts. Link
below. He never appears in the story, only spoken about in hushed whispers by
his wife Lucinda, her eyes darting to make sure he is not near. With the
manuscript closed, I thought him done. Then, he appeared again and again,
spoken about, referred to by other names, sometimes just a quick mention. He
seeded himself into my narrative, growing flesh with each new story, accumulating
into this world.
His most
recent conquest was the Dangers Untold Anthology, an Anthology with
contributors from The Horror Society. He is the unseen hospital manager in my
story, House of Decay. I was honored to be chosen from this collective of the
best horror authors, artists and filmmakers. But I must warn you: He’s using
us, building a body, carving himself into our consciousness. I cannot defy him.
I do not wish to. He’s offered me peace if I serve all of you up to him. He is
so very kind.
Authors do
more than generate stories. We create worlds. It’s the prerequisite to good
writing. Readers only see flashes, moments in the lives of characters who are
born, live and die in our heads. Their entire continuum grows a landscape in
our creative visions, and we return to these worlds to freeze quantum moments
in narrative then stamp them out on metal sheets for readers to glimpse. We
harbor these inchoate entities, sharing our perceptions, falling in love,
running in terror. Character continuums stay with us.
Good
characters don’t come directly from life. Indeed, people in common reality are
the source for these animated vessels, but we never pluck a person and drop
them into a narrative. Effective characters are composites, usually blended
from the choir of persons who pass through our lives. The masses become our palettes.
We grab his phrase, her dress, the old man’s anger, the ex-girlfriend’s fear of
ants. Authors generate new souls this way, reworking stale reality into realized
paradigm. That’s another vital point:
Stories are hyper realities, dramatized, and a good story is
never a copy of boring, random reality sans a compelling plot.
Very seldom does life happen like a story. Humans love
fiction to build, to follow a culturally developed order. Our fiction begins
with a conflict, builds as our protagonist fights to resolve this conflict,
then the story ends with its resolution. Life is out of order, random. That’s
why biographical movies often reorder events. Don’t blame the screenwriters. It’s
a movie.
Thus, The Good Doctor Sullivan manifests himself into my
work. I don’t know what makes him or the Gods he worships. I’ve not yet found
out or been let in on the joke. As I told Eric J. Guignard, I’m chasing
something. You’ll be the first to know when I find out.
* * *
Also please check out my new stories featured on Philly
Flash Inferno. Acedia: In The World of Tommy Aquinas is about apathy, the son of a
B-52 pilot who flew missions to the edge of the Soviet Union, prepared to kill
millions of humans. He was a good man. And The Van Messiah, a drug addicted
wretch kept alive by the soulless who demand a savior. Links below.
I thank you for reading my first blog entry. This sort of
personal commentary doesn’t come easily. I let my stories speak for me,
throwing them into the sky for sunshine or storm. I prefer tempests. Return here
in future for writing wisdom, updates about my work, and observations on the
writing industry. I will be of use to you.
LINKS:
The Siren Lucinda by T. Fox Dunham -- Published in The Scarlet Literary Review:
Acedia & The Van Messiah by T. Fox Dunham -- Published in Philly Flash Inferno:
My characters are also composites born from snippets of my life. Very good points, Fox :)
ReplyDeleteSo interesting to get a behind the scenes sort of look into how you see your characters and stories! I can tell reading your blog is going to be just as good as your stories.
ReplyDeleteIt's going to be fascinating to see where the Good Doc takes you and your writing. Stories with him in it always touch on something bigger but something that hidden just around the next corner.
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ReplyDeleteI nominate you as a Handsome Fox Blogger, Fox :)
Aww.. Thank you Tara. I'll do this. =)
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